Confessions of a Rotten Heart (4)

It’s just that I’ve always been the one to support;

the one being there or others.

So when it’s me being in the receiving end,

I just can’t accept that role.

You know, I’m trembling right now.

My vision is a bit blurry,

So I had to take my glasses off.

It’s harder than usual to breathe.

I’m listening to all the songs I shouldn’t listen to.

I’m diving into darkness;

the void, despair and agony.

I kinda missed it.

Why do people let the monster inside them feed off their misery?

It’s enticing. Such an intense feeling can be extremely alluring.

So instead of being empty, you’d rather suffer.

Depression is a way of expression.

Sex

**taken from a post of mine on a forum. a girl asked our opinion on sex, so there you have it

Sex can be many things. 

It's utterly subjective as a meaning, an act and a philosophy.

It depends on your general perspective, environment, religion or absence of it, beliefs, gender, age etc.

For me it's a need first and foremost. A biological need to experience pleasure and release. It can also be an expression of several feelings (love, hate, passion, anger etc). 

Therefore I think it's ok to have sex with someone when you feel like it -considering you respect and love yourself. 

I do think we -society- have to get over it and accept sex is -was and will be- part of our lives.As long as what you're doing in your sex life makes you and the people involved happy it's none of my business and I will not judge you.

Random Thoughts XII

Music, Writing, Singing, Playing, Words, Literature, Poetry, Colors, Painting, Drawing, Sketching, Make-up, Tattoos, Filming, Directing, Photographing etc

 are forms of expression. Therefore ART.
And you know what?
ART is everything!
:)